Infertility

Late night sobbing

Sam and I were chatting last night about a couple we know and how the husband has a new job. Sam asked me a question about them (I can't even remember what) but I responded with, 'oh that won't matter as she will be on maternity leave by then'. The comment stung ┬áin my throat… Continue reading Late night sobbing

Infertility

91 days and counting

Day one of my current cycle was 1st December last year. Today is the first day of March which makes me 91 days into this current cycle. The cycle which refuses to end. Now I know I have PCOS this shouldn't surprise me, and yet it still does. I had decided 90 days was the… Continue reading 91 days and counting

Infertility

The last 74 days

This is an extremely overdue post. Christmas has come and gone and we are already approaching mid-February. I haven't blogged as I have tried to switch off for a while from the trying to conceive journey. It's not that I haven't been thinking about it, I don't think its something I can ever not at… Continue reading The last 74 days

Infertility

‘Tis the season…to be completely fed up

Its been well over two weeks since I last blogged. Naughty I know. However, I just couldn't face articulating the emotions I've been feeling. Writing them down would mean having to admit out loud that I have been up and down like a bloody yo-yo. After the fertility treatment was cancelled I was on birth… Continue reading ‘Tis the season…to be completely fed up